Wednesday, August 18, 2004
there's a complexed feeling swimming inside of me now. there's some sorta fear mixed with smth I cant identify. sheesh. there are so many doubts that seem to be arising these days that I had nvr thought would occur to me. eg. doubting that He exist and thinking that He is playing with my heart. sometimes I just dont know what to say to Him cos I cant relate to Him as much. prayers are needed and I will nvr cease to seek for the "Light of Truth".

well, I was really lethargic when I woke up this morning and through out the day, I could not care less abt the lessons which were going on. I needed to rest. I wished I could freeze the moment and give myself a break.

"Jesus, I know I need You. pls do not forsake me!"



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